When God took my uncle back to Him

In September 15th, 2011, my uncle's passed away.

Yeah, that uncle, with whom I've been living with since 1995 due to my parents' death. I didn't really shock at all, actually. His 84th and seemed so weak. He often said that he can't handle the pain he feels. Every time he said that, I could only said hold on or be patient.
Well, I was at my campus when my cousin called me to tell his condition. He already passed away when I got home. My tears fell when I saw my aunt's crying.
He's not my father. That's true. But he's been a father for me and my sister. I really thank God for taking his pain from the body.

Goodbye my beloved uncle. I'm sure you already live in peace with God. I love you :)

such an unpredictable shock

Life.
What do you think about that one simple word? Is it precious for you?


Death.
And what this word's meaning for you? Do you scared of it?


Well, life and death. Both can't be separated. We born, we live our life and we go back to our Father's, Jesus Christ, kingdom when He calls us to. 


It's true. There's no need to cry of death. But still, I'm sure that we won't be able to not showing our sadness of loosing the person we love.


Today, April 18th, 2011, God just called my junior back to heaven. 
Well, Renny. This one is dedicated for you. I know you've already happy there with Him. No more pain, no more sadness.
Goodbye, my dear. Though I don't know you well, still my heart's sad because you've gone. See you there, in peace with our Almighty God. 


-bea-

I'm tired.
I'm so tired.
Would you please stop hurting me?
Why don't you go your way? And I'll go mine.
I think my life's so much better without you.
But how can I forget you if you still appear in front of me?